In laws

How I wish I don't have to stay with my in laws..

Most of the time I don't have a say in how I raise my child... All that I could do is see from a distance and watch.. Any suggestions that I have is shot down or looked down upon by parents in law and sister in law. Doesn't help that my sister in law lives in the next block and is always hanging around our house to give out her advises (welcomed or not)..

I don't even feel like a grown up. Any ideas that both me and husband have would also be shot down as childish or brushed aside.. Especially if dear daughter says otherwise... It's ironic when dear daughter when staying with her own parents wanted to run away!

If only I can runaway.. Pack my bags, my children's bags and my husband's... It's sad when you have to run away from your own home.. Sad...